hello, morning

hello, morning

goodbye, sunshine

goodbye, sunshine

Hello, Morning. Goodbye, Sunshine

Exactly 1 month ago, I gave birth to my son. 8 days later I lost my mother to Ovarian Cancer. 

May will forever be bittersweet.

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Ladies, I’m urging you to please go in for regular check ups at the gyn. 

Ovarian Cancer National Alliance

National Ovarian Cancer Coalition

Baby Ruiz In Utero.

As some of you may already know, I’m all sorts of knocked up :) and despite the absurdities of pregnancy (weight gain, mood swings, boob enlargement, ridiculous heartburn, etc.) it’s been a pretty sweet ride so far - ie. no nausea + no vomiting = woot!

To be quite honest, I never really pegged myself as the mothering type, but with age I guess, feelings about matters like this tend to change. So here I am, 22 weeks along, and expecting this adorable, silly putty like, little creature…

…and I couldn’t be HAPPIER :) Meet my kid in utero, Antonio Rios Ruiz 

My husband and I decided to officially find out the sex of the baby yesterday (tho months prior, a table full of in-laws doing some brujeria had already confirmed it). Despite knowing what I knew, I had really been hoping to beat the system and have my girl anyway, but when I think of it in retrospect this is actually better. Growing up I had been such a tomboy, and knew only of Gi Joes, Thundercats, Ninja Turtles, and Batman. What on earth would I do with a girl? At 28 yrs of age, my brain still can’t fully comprehend the meaning of pink or the wearing of high heels on a daily basis without the event of an occasion. I seem to be missing that chromosome. LOL!

As expected, my husband was threw the roof…as was my father. My poor dad had always hoped for a son, and when my mother was pregnant with me (and due coincidentally on his birthday Oct 8th) he was sure I would be his little boy. As you may have already guessed, this was not the case. Like most Libras, I came out quiet and defiant, 1 day later, and a GIRL. My poor Dad who had been stuck in a house full of women most of his life finally got his wish yesterday. But mostly the happiness of knowing there would be a grandson to carry on our family name.

Happiness is truly this :)